Mama B?

So while I love to blog about my babies {c'mon, TWINS!}, I'm sensing a weird thought that that's who I will ever been now. A mother of twins. What will be my identity? What was I like before even getting pregnant? LOL. I can't remember. Everything is them now, and forever will be. Not that I have a problem with that, it's just a weird feeling. I will be responsible for not only my life, but my two babies.

On Wednesday Eric and I celebrate our 3rd year anniversary {omg!}. Time flies. Even though we dated for what seemed like a century, marriage together seems to be going on a rapid pace. We've accomplished a lot so far in our small amount of matrimony: finally reached my dream salary in my career, Eric working on his Bachelor's in Biology, moving out Bakersfield {gasp! 2.5 years going strong! LOL} and becoming parents. Looking back on our wedding, specifically the planning of it all, there would be some major changes if I could do it all over again....and some not at all. I partly wished we separated the day from our sealing ceremony in the LA Temple and reception only due to the fact that everything was rushed. But I had {and still do} have an issue with wearing a white wedding dress for more than one day LOL. I know, silly. Call me traditional...well yeah, that's what I'm called hah. I loved our colors, theme and all the little touches that made our wedding ours. I'm so grateful for all those that assisted and made our day a blessing. Luckily our wedding day is very vivid still in my mind: from the nervousness that I had the night before {we got into a spat lol} and crying to Eric over the phone, to how he looked when I first saw him when we were going into the sealing room. No matter what was going on, I knew for time and all eternity, this is whom I was supposed to be with. This was the man who would be the father of my children, who will love me deeply and unconditionally, who I would counsel unto and trust. I'm so excited to start this new journey with my husband, I can't wait to see what else is in store for us here on Earth.